
Sunday, October 4, 2009

Have not been seeing hubby for 3 days.
is the longest ever since he is here.
we just had a big fight.
we both are just so insist on our decision.
are we really getting nearer and nearer to the worse solution?!
Days and nights of crying,
i dunno how long more i can last.
I feel like going crazy, goin bersek,going collapse!
Really.
I cant hold on any longer.
i m suffocating...
i really dunno wad to do,
wad should i do...
there's so much things i do not know how to say.
Now everything turn so sour, and u hang on me.
What's gonna happen tml? the day after? and our future?
Or, will we ever have our future?
marriage is for life!
How about our marriage?
i love you, i still do...
♥hapiness is love♥ 4:24 AM